Gerbage

I trashed musical ambitions for college

I trashed college ambitions for adventure

and I trashed romantic ambitions for romantic adventure

and trashed those romances too

I trashed adventure ambitions for employment

and I trashed ambitions for ambitious self loathing

just to be sure

none of my ambitions could head

too far in the wrong direction

I stayed in the garbage,

like a former billionaire in jail

I'm smug 

weighing the infinite wealth

I've trashed